Contingency

 Do it like the sundial

count only the beautiful hours

not what was said

but knowing that not knowing is intimacy

know even the dahlias

and daffodils

every one a stand in for  

dearly beloved

dearly departed

anticipate

without thread

a grief from the future 

a speculation that could  

imagine

worse outcomes and better remedies

lives nodally lying next to me

or whomever

point to point particle

say no to narrative and take up only touch

which is impossible

obviously

utterly impossible to accomplish

but instead

bear boundaries happily 

instead to arrive only 

at exactly the same different place

on a bearing

in an orbit

aping the arcs and dramas of these translunary bodies

feeling full of galactic love